We’re back from Flower Mound, hanging out in Houston, not doing much until Monday when I have blood work and chemo in the morning and proton therapy at 8:30 in the evening (past my bedtime these days).
So, about New Year’s Resolutions. Easy to make, easy to break. I’ve done pretty well the last couple years..more exercise, eat healthy, slow down…and this year’s resolutions are no different. But they are way harder to keep. I’m just so tired. And this is before the REAL stuff starts (Monday). I did a bit of yoga when I got up, made it fifteen minutes before I started getting dizzy and nauseous. Ended up going back to bed for the morning.
I never did get out for a walk today….Just couldn’t convince myself to get moving. Tomorrow…
They say listen to your body but my brain is saying, “Get up, get moving…even if you have to do it in little bits.” It is way too early to crawl in a hole!
Jerry and I are planning to go to Galveston on Saturday. It’s going to be warm (66) and we figure we’ll get our “Gulf fix”. Everyone tells us it is NOTHING like the beaches in Florida but that’s okay. A beach is a beach is a beach. It’s only about an hour away.
Monday is the beginning of the serious stuff (like chemo every other week wasn’t real?) Chemo every Monday, Proton every day Monday through Friday. And it should be all over by February 13. (until we come back for surgery in late March or April)
I think I can…I think I can….I think I can…I know I can because I have so many people holding me up and carrying me through this. Thank you, all of you, for your prayers, your words of encouragement, your good thoughts, your energy.